Saturday, December 24, 2005
last thursday was the last band practice with miss yip n mrs chee. it was heart-breaking. 2 people,double pain. i cried lyk siao. c'mon lahh. i dun c y it is impossible to get a gold under miss yip n mrs chee's guidence. its rubbish. ol TJL's fault. c'mon lahh. get real. miss yip help us acheive silver for the 1st tym in 6 yrs. she can definately help us acheive gold.
last thursday, aftr band , miss yip gave the whole band this moami ( or wadever its koled ) sweet. it was sweet of her. aftr tt, she koled fr the whole band to gather. she wanted to make her last speech. but she couldnt. it was too sad. i was about to cry. when ms yip's face started to turn red, mrs chee decided to help her out. mrs chee gave a veri short but meaningful speech. she told us the reasons behind their departure. ITS OL TJL's FAULT! its not fair. we shud at least have a sae. we r da wans hu r learning n seeing her 3 tyms a week.we shud at least have a sae. TJL's reason was she wanted our band to acheive gold for syf 2005. n she wanted it instantly. miss yip n mrs chee cudnt promise it. n thus TJL change OUR conductor. WTH. i want miss yip n mrs chee. anws. aftr mrs chee's speech, mrs yip finally gave hers. she said a few wise words n told us tt she will miss us truely. it wasnt her decision to step down. DEN SHE STARTED TO WEEP. omg. it was den i cudnt control. it was too emotional. michelle n aishah ( flute) oso cried. it was a sad day. aftr tt bingkun,our drum major,gave a speech on the behalf of the band. aftr tt they started to cut the cake they had bought n took photos. the cake was nice. haha. it was a fruit cake. me n priscilia fed each other. ITS NOT A LESBIAN THING. it was jux for farn. we oso had a cake fight. justin n hainz was the most violent. the graduating seniors were oso dere. aftr band,i found out tt my sister dint get the same skool as me. omg. triple pain. mi sister was oso sad bcus she wanted to join our skool band n was interested in the instrument euphonium. i alrdy told melvin to keep aside a euphonium fr her to use when she comes to CTSS. but unfortunately,things dint go as planned. anws. aftr tt,me, justin, chloe, wendy, yuci and tsu hui went to mac n discuss bout games fr the band camp. me n justin came out wif realli cool ideas. haha. i was the assistant head for the games commitee. we stayed untill realli damn late. when i reach home, i was beat. so i went to rest n den come online. i sent an email to miss yip to express mi heart-felt gratitude:
Dearest Miss Yip
I do hope u remember me.haha.Incase u don't,i'm aisyah,the section leader of french horn of clementi town symphonic band.=)
I was really sad when i learnt about your leaving.What made it worse was that you are being replace by someone whom i have heard so many nasty things about.It really scares me tho.I'm under a lot of pressure right now.I am so afraid that I am not going to be able to meet the expectations of the new conductor.I am so afraid that I may not be able to bring up my section.I am so afraid that the new conductor will hate me as I am not as good as the other players in the band.But putting all these fears aside,I am gratefully thankful for all you and Mrs Chee have done for us.Both of you have made me from someone who was totally ignorant about music to someone whom my juniors look up to.And for that,I am gratefully thankful.Thank you for believing in me, being patient with me and most importantly help me build up my self-esteem.I hope to see you in one of our concerts someday.And lastly,thank you for helping our school band acheive a silver for the 2005 SYF.It was really a huge thing for us.THANK YOU SO MUCH MISS YIP.
sigh.mrs chee was lyk a mother to me n i miss yip was an amazing teacher/conductor. its realli a great loss to the band. but lfe has to go on ryt? its sad..but its true. i do not noe how to face anthony chew later on during band camp. wads worst was tt...im SOLO again. jux mi luck. pris cudnt make it again( fr the 3rd tym ). i really hope tt either chein sze or siew keong wud turn up on tt day n help me out.
-wad cud be worst-
GDGDBABYBABY ❤, Saturday, December 24, 2005.
